story of my love

I'm tired, constantly touching, staring and wondering, what I really do not know the truth at all ..
a cause, which may only be known by man ", and the Lord who is omniscient ..
sin did I? that I deserve this, or cruel if he, who formerly was a beautiful hut like heaven to me that now even into the palace of hell terrible ..
yes! this time he was the cause of all injuries in my heart, I was so hurt because I tlah not lose you, but because of how you are so cruel to kill my love who want to win your heart the more flamboyant ..
you stab me suddenly with short words, which seemed sharper than a razor blade, rip and cut off all my desire to still love you .. no definite explanation, do you live I like toys, are you tired of wasting due tlah .. me is that so? and so bad yourself whether the words of my paintings that? yes this happened and I feel .. difficult to NOT hate you, but you're always asking me to smile in front of you, whether what you want, O my beloved ex-boyfriend! do you not satisfied, which attracted me tlah stretching fragile and tired because your love is so cruel? I asked if I sin? This is a reply to me? if it does not you thank me, and I wait for my beloved children were up to you dear .. :)